Friday, February 28, 2025

Last year

 This year has been a hard one from hospital trips for my dad and grandmother and the passing of my dog in a three month time spent. and the someone's family messing with my head and other things 

the one good thing that has happen this year so far is I got a new puppy I waited five months before even look for one he helps me heal from everything. I'm just hoping things get better. I need a life with minimum drama. ttyl 

How it started.

Okay it started in 2018 it was a bad winter afternoon it was snowing and there was thunder blizzard conditions I was done my shift at the grocery store. I clockedout boom the light when out.it was dark I already clocked out so I really could not help out also my phone died and I did't have my charge with me I already called for my ride. One of my supervisors was out side dark hair big beard,dark blue eyes and tall. you know the type. He was never sweet and caring before. He just got out of a long term relationship a year prior. Normal work relationship. The bilzzerd I was out side. He was in his timberlands and winter coat and a beanie he was shoveling snow off the sidewalk. He saw me. He said hi and asked if I needed I ride home. To say the least my feelings went to my head. He was never that sweet and caring before at least not with me. It was one of the worst snowstorms of the century. What when through my head he will to risk his own safety to get me home safely. I was like wow. So I flirted a little. I remembered oh wait the powers out. I shook my head to refocus. I told him that we lost power. He gave me a look like waiting for me to lie to him. Which it was probably more why are you flirting with me I the power is out. Then he look be hind me at the door behind me and was in shock that he could not see anything but pitch blackness. He took a beline to the sliding doors. I stayed outside because my phone was dead and I already call for a ride. My thoughts were dark building no phone no flashlight and no money on my person to buy a charger or a flashlight.